I cannot even imagine how you feel. But I do understand that this must be hurting so indescribably much. It was just not your turn, so I hope that you can accept it and look into the future. When its your turn you will have a baby that you long for. Don't be afraid, it always happen to someone. Unforunately it had to happen to you this time. God bless. I love you, I miss you, I'm thinking of you adn I'm always here if you need me♥